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Glenda Transcript 4-3
Conversation between Michael and Glenda’s son Justin

Date: approximately in June/July 1992 then in the fall Septemberish 1992

J: Hi
M: How you doing Justin?
J: Good
M: So what’s up?
J: Nothing
M: you wanted to talk to me about something
J: Uh huh
M: about what?
J: I don’t know
M: You don’t know?
J: Uh huh
M: What’s the matter?
J: Nothing
M: so what have you been up too?
J: Reading alot
M: Oh yeh..What cha reading?
J: UM. One book is called “schools Out” and one of them is “??Westside?? School” and then one I was reading um, a little while ago was um, is called “maggie Maggie”
M: Muggie Muggie? (LOL I think he misunderstood him)
J: Uh huh
M: Which one is your favorite?
J: um, Schools out
M: and your schools out, right?
J: Huh
M: Your schools out?
J: Yeh
M: so what are you doing this summer?
J: (I) music and going on camps
M: That will be fun, huh?
J: yea. today I went to Kids Space Museum
M: Huh?
J: Kids Space
M: Yeh?
J: Uh huh..Then we did dress up and then we had like a beach and I had my..a bunch of shells in cases and two chairs and then it had a whole bunch of sand on the ground and buckets and shovels ..and on the wall it was painted like water and fish in the water and a bottle floating in the water..and at the bottom there is like a big treasure chest
M: (I)
J: yeh, um they had like ocean noises. I had fun..I went to the beach. Newport (I) the other day.
M: yeh?
J: yea. And one guy…he was drunk..and he went out in the water
M: yeh
J: and um, the lifeguard had to go out there and get him..and he was like walking the wrong way and stuff
M: He was what?
J: Like..when she was telling him to go over here, he was walking the other way.
M: Oh really? Because he was drunk?
J: Yeh, and there was a great big huge whale out there. It was making real big water..(I) .touch and so um…he like went high..one of the big whales..on top of the water
M: (I) Water
J: And my mom made a tape for me
M: Yeh?
J: of Janet and…Have you seen the new tape out Madonna made?
M: Yeh
J: about… This Used To Be My Playground
M: Yeh
J: she made that one..and she got the tape of it..so she put on the song “This used to be my playground”
M: Yea
J: .the one that Madonna sings..she put that on it… And she put on um Prince..that one Money Don’t Matter 2 Night and (I?) and Fine Young Cannibals
M: Oh Yeh?
J: “She Drives Me Crazy”
M: How’s your friend.. that little girl I talked to?
J: Oh Jill? She’s good…

(Break in Tape) The above was when school was out in the summer and the one below, the kid is still in school. Someone switched the audio)

J: I have a bad sunburn on my face.
M: Really?
J: Yeh. At school the teacher had to put that um like gel on my back
M: Uh huh
J: Aloe Vera
M: Aloe Vera?
J: Yea..One of the teachers at our school…he got like blisters from the sunburn on his back
M: Ewww
J: and he’s allergic to Aloe Vera.
M: really?
J: Yeh, so he can’t put it on. He had gel. Another kid..he had like a sunburn t was making his back peel and Edward peeled off pieces of his skin because it waslike peeling off..And then there was another teacher. She had cancer when she was 11 yrs old and she had it in her leg..so she lost one of her legs..and now it’s like a big pole and it has like a cushion all around it and her foot is made of rubber.
M: yeh?
J: and this is funny….she said this is funny..but, she would scare people by letting cars run over her foot
M: Laughing..That’s funny..Laughing
J: And we would all go “Theres a car running over her foot “(I) it was funny
M: Laughing
J: and she um she like whenever we were playing a game of cards..I would stick my nails in her leg.
M: Yeh
J: And she would just keep on playing..She wouldn’t even notice it. Well it was wierd.

(Somebody said “Hello”…I don’t know who that was) (another kid)(Probably grabbed the kids phone)

M: yeh, I have a friend in (I)he has a wooden leg.
J: He does? Wooden?
M: yeh, his name is Mike
J: Mike?
M: Yeh, he’s got a wooden leg. He got his leg…what happened was he got his leg shot off
J: Shot off?
M: yeh
J: Oh you just reminded me of the friend at school..his dad was a firefighter and he like in that ..you know that fire thingie that happened? That is happening..Yeh, in LA (He’s talking about the Rodney King Riots in April 29th 1992, LA)
M: What fire?
J: It was like a big fire and people were getting shot and stuff
M: yeh, when was this?
J: and his father got shot
M: When was this?
J: This um..the Rodney King Thing happened
M: Oh, when they were having all
J: Like those things
M: The riots?
J: Yeh, the riots
M: yeh?
J: Um..His father was in it and he got shot and he’s ok.
M: Yeh that’s good

(CUT TAPE)

M: I have a dog..and I have its….its a doberman..a guard dog. (I) big
J: He’s big? Bigger than Sasha?
M: Oh yeh, Much bigger
M: He’s a Doberman…You know what a Doberman Pincher looks like?
J: No
M: Oh ..They’re beautiful
J: Yeh? Real Beautiful?
M: Yeh..He’s black and tan..He’s got a black face and tan eyebrows and his Muzzle’s tan and he’s got a lttle tail…Well see…Dobermans have these long tails, but people cut them off and make them short. So he’s got a little stubby tail. It’s maybe 2 inches long.
J: Does it.. is it hurting when they cut off his tail
M: Does it what?
J: Hurt?
M: No, it doesn’t….HOLD ON PLEASE (talking to someone in background)
J: Ok
(faint talking in background..then Michael comes back)
M: Yeh they cut their tales off and their ears also
J: They cut off their ears too? (acts real upset)
M: Well see..You know..Remember my dog I brought over there? She’s too little..
J: She’s way to little
M: Yeh ..and they teach the Doberman Pinchers to be mean and aggressive to attack
J: Is yours mean?
M: Yeh, the one I have here..He’s real mean..He’s a Guard Dog..He protects me.
J: If I pet him, would he bite me?
M: Well, he’s ok around children. You see…if you give him a command (I) and you give him ??TONTO?? (the dog’s name??) a command you say ATTACK, then he’ll attack somebody
J: If a child did that?
M: What
J: Even if a child does that?
M: If..Ok..Like He has a trainer ??TONTO?? has a trainer. If a trainer calls for ??TONTO?? to attack, he would attack whoever he had to attack. Even a child.
J: Did you hear about the first time when I came visiting..I walked in and SASHA looked at my face and she liked ;..she liked looked at me in a weird way
M: Yeh
J: And she like opened her mouth like she was going to bite me and she came closer and started (I). I felt like (I) face
M: You felt What?
J: It looked like she was going to bite me. But she just came up, and it felt like she was going to bite me, but I just felt like um (I) in my face. It was weird.
M: Yeh
J: (I)
M: But she didn’t bite you, did
J: I don’t know (I) she cleaned up my face
M: Laughing..It bothers me
J: (I)
M: What?
J: Sasha’s not real mean
M: Well she can be..You know my other dog I have “Shadow”?..Shadow is not mean at all..You could do any…..If I told Shadow, if I said Shadow ATTACK..Shadow would never attack.
J: You should never make shadow be a guard dog
M: Well Shadow can’t be a guard dog…because she..it’s not in her blood. Shadow would never attack. Sasha would attack, because Sasha is a guard dog.
J: Did I tell you about that little girl that teaches Sunday School with her mom?
M: What’s her name?
J: Kathy…Katcherina?? ????
M: Serena?
J: Katcherina
M: Katcherina??
J: yeh..She’s a little girl in our Sunday class..Sunday School Class..Where she takes little toddler kids and she’s from Germany.

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Glenda Transcript 4-4
Conversation between Michael and Glenda’s daughter, Megan

Date: Monza Italy on July 6, 1992.

MEGAN: …and the other kids (I) …She went over and she pulled a different person out..Then..and pointed to a different person.. So she went up to the the girl and said “you lost your seat.” And the woman ..she was all staring at us. .It was funny. Then she walked up to the boy right when you were coming up to me and she said “you lost your seat.” Laughing…he looked at me…It was funny.
M: Really?
MEGAN: Yeah
M: How old is the little girl?
MEGAN: She’s like..( Meagan is asking someone in the room something….possibly Glenda)…pause..
MEGAN: I think that she just turned 3.
M: Oh really?
MEGAN: uh Huh
M: Does she have blonde hair..
MEGAN: I think…..blonde.
M: Really?
MEGAN: Uh Huh.
M: What?
MEGAN: She does have blonde hair.
M: What part of Germany…Ask her…The next time you see her, ask her what part of Germany did she come from.
MEGAN: OK..(Now the kid is speaking a foreign language to someone else in the room..The kid comes back to the phone and says)..My mom said she’ll ask the mom and tell you.
M: Do you know what time it is here?
MEGAN: What time?
M: It’s morning already…
MEGAN: It IS?
M: Uh huh.
MEGAN: It’s not morning over here!
M: It’s 6:43 over here.
MEGAN: Why? (I) lucky
M: You know what?
MEGAN: What?
M: I’ve got a show to do tonight.
MEGAN: You do?
M: Yeah, I have a couple.
K What channel is it on, on TV?
M: Oh, it’s not gonna be televised.
MEGAN: ahhh ( kid sounds sad)..I saw your one, um, the other day..
M: yeah?
MEGAN: that one that you put on..
M: Yeah, but…
MEGAN: I’ve never seen that kind before
M: Yeh, but didn’t your guys record it on channel 11?
MEGAN: (Kid uses a foreign language to speak to someone in the room..Kid comes back to the phone and says)
MEGAN: Yeah
M: You should have recorded it on MTV because it was a lot better…it was a lot longer.
MEGAN: Yeah, cause that one was like real short.
M: Yeah…But, the one on MTV was (cut in tape)……..It was fun.
MEGAN: It Was? Really?
M: Yeah..Alot of fun. When I come to the states, your mother’s going to take you to my concert.
MEGAN: (excited) IS SHE?
M: Yeah
MEGAN: (kid is talking to someone in the background again..and comes back to the phone and says )…..she said “she didn’t know”.
M: Of course she is.
MEGAN: Are you going to do it in the states?
M: Excuse me?
MEGAN: Are you going to do it here?
M: Yeah, hopefully, we’re gonna come to the states.
MEGAN: Good! Do you know where we can find Michael Jackson T-shirts at?
M: Um, …they probably…..I’ll get you a T-shirt, but I don’t think they are selling those in America right now.
MEGAN: OK
M: But, you know what?
MEGAN: What?
M: When you come to my concert in LA, they are going to sell T-shirts, and they are going to sell programs about the show with pictures in it, and they are going to sell buttons.and posters and pictures..
MEGAN: I had a dream that you bought me a real (cut in tape), and it had like a tv and it had brown wallpaper . And it was scary because me and mom…my mom sat by the, by the, um, by the closet……and we heard a noise coming from inside..
M: Yeah?
MEGAN: and it would talk and said “to the beautiful” and inside the closet.. it would say “room”.
M: LOUD LAUGHTER
MEGAN: We opened it up..
M: Yeah
MEGAN: You know Chucky? He always scared me…So I saw in the middle part…a body sitting in there. There’s no head, no arms, no feet, no butt…
M: LAUGHING
MEGAN: Just a body. There’s nothing there…just a big square.
M: I’m not afraid of Chucky
MEGAN: It was moving and made like a liquid ..yuck..
M: Did you see those Chucky movies?
MEGAN: NO! I’m scared of them.
M: You know, that’s only pretend.
MEGAN: I know. But he SCARES me. My friend…you know Jill? She saw that and she said it was so scary, she had nightmares.
M: Yeah it is. It’s not for children. You know what? I’ll tell you something.
MEGAN: Huh?
M: I’ll tell you something.
MEGAN: What?
M: Chucky is make believe..(I) Hollywood….It’s just for movies, it’s just make believe.
MEGAN: I know..but it has a creepy doll and it talks (sounds scared)..And my friend Amber, um, she said that, um, that Penguin (from Batman) is Chucky’s sister. (someone in the room is laughing)
M: No it’s not. She’s not telling you the truth.
MEGAN: I know and that always scared me..So I had to take out my Poster of Batman Returns..because Batman doesn’t scare me..but Catwoman and Penquin scare me. Penquin looks like he has blood down his face..
M: Yeah, but do you know what?
MEGAN: It scares me.
M: But, you know what?
MEGAN: What?
M: That’s all pretend. Hollywood does that. You know like I did “Moon Walker”?
MEGAN: Yeah
M: That’s just pretend. That is not..
MEGAN: I know..But, how do you make that ponytail stick up in the air?
M: Where?
MEGAN: In that one guy that said “kill him, kill him”.
M: Oh, Oh..You mean Joe?
MEGAN: Yeah
M: The drug dealer?
MEGAN: Yeah
M: They did that with moose and stuff like that. That was a hair piece and they did that, with you know…moose that you put in your hair?
MEGAN: Yeah
M: yeah..They did it like that. But it’s all pretend, it’s all make believe. That is the great thing about Hollywood….is doing movies…cause it’s all pretend. You know, it’s like… you have an imagination and stuff like that.
MEGAN: Is that right?
M: Yeah..It’s all PRETEND
MEGAN: Well soon, I’ll be starring in a movie because I’m gonna be in one.
M: Yeah. I think you will!
MEGAN: Because my dad said he’s going to get me in the movies. And I said “If you get me in the movies, I’ll buy you a golf course”.
M: LOUD LAUGHTER. You know how Janet laughs?
MEGAN: How?
M: Janet goes (HIGH SQUEEKING SOUND)..Janets got a real high laugh.
MEGAN: She goes “( repeats: Hee Hee..HIGH SQUEEKING SOUND)”..OH, Remember the Time came on when I was driving to “Kids Space”.
M: Oh really? On the radio?
MEGAN: in (I) movie
M: What movie?
MEGAN: In San Bernadino it came on.
M: Oh really?
MEGAN: Yeah. Right before it, … was Madonna’s new movie song.
M: : Did you see my new video?
MEGAN: What one?
M: The one called JAM.
MEGAN: Yeah that was good. (pause). And I saw you made like a book…of Poems.
M: Uh Huh
MEGAN: I saw that and..You looked funny when you sat up straight and you were like this and you had your shoulders up real high and you were smiling.
M: Yeah
MEGAN: It looked funny.
M: Did you read any of the poetry?
MEGAN: Yeah. A little bit.
M: There’s a poem in there. It’s about children. There’s some…..There’s a lot of poems in there about children.
MEGAN: Really? Cause I’ve hardly read any of them. I just read a couple of them. There’s one poem you wrote when you were 12 years old.
M: Who me?
MEGAN: Yeah. (long pause)
M: What?…are you looking at the book?
MEGAN: No. Just one book.. Here you are when you’re 11. “The Magic and the Madness”
M: Oh that! (sounds disappointed)
MEGAN: Here you are in a swimming pool.
M: When I was little?
MEGAN: Yeah
M: Tell me! Meagan? (I think he’s distracting her from the book)
MEGAN: Yeah?
M: What is your biggest dream you want to be when you grow up.
MEGAN: AN actress, a dancer and a singer…of POP music
M: Yeah?
MEGAN: Yeah. Have you seen the movie “Wild Hearts Can’t be Broken?”
M: No
MEGAN: I just watched it and it was a very good show. It was about a girl and she liked um, she found in the newspaper a job…You see, she wanted to be like an actress and stuff. There was a job….there was a horse and it runs up an alley and you jump on the horse
M: Yeah
MEGAN: and then you run off some more and you drive in the water and a bridge goes up
M: Uh Huh
MEGAN: and they run out on the bridge and you come up out of the water and then you bow. It was like that. And she did that, um she did the driving because the other person quit..because she broke her arm…and the other girl takes her place. Ya see, the girl became stuck to the job. And then her horse got sick. So she (continues talking about the horse going wild in the air)…(I’m confused on this part of the translation)..(She continues about 3 more minutes about the movie)..{Michael was really listening and going uh, huh, uh huh.]…………continue d talking….
M: Yeah that was a true story
MEGAN: It was a wonderful one too.
M: Yeah…pause…Do you still have your (I)?
MEGAN: Yeah.. All of it.
M: Really?
MEGAN: Uh Huh. Did you watch fireworks?
M: Yeah we had fireworks. I went to a party. It was a private party..and we had fireworks (I)
MEGAN: A movie star party?
M: Well, no it was a private…friends (I)
MEGAN: (I) watching this one show…AND all the lights went out and there was like fireworks that go across the sky and more and more would come. AND they were flashing across the sky like..Purple would all head over the left way…and green would go that way..red would go straight up and they would all get mixed…It was very good. But, it was in Disneyland.
M: Oh Yeah?
MEGAN: Yeah. People have even been setting them off in our neighborhood. But, they’re not suppose to.
M: I know. They’re Not!
K : I heard like fireworks.. I was listening to music and it’s like POP and I looked up and there was fireworks going off. I remember when my brothers…….

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Glenda Transcript 4-5

Date: June 1992, rehearsals for the Dangerous World Tour

M: Yeah

G: I think the strangest conversation was the one I witnessed between you and La Toya.

M: Oh god.

G: When, oh you (i laughs), when she was being um When she was being um escorted… I guess she was at the condo when she was being escorded out. Do you remember that one?

M: No.

G: Don’t you remember?

M: well refresh my memory.

G: I think (i) I think it was when you were in Africa. Then Janet came on the phone, and I don’t know what she said, or why she got so upset with La Toya. Oh, I think, oh I know what it was, ‘cuz she said she was gunna tell Bill.

M: Oh, yeah and Jan was on the phone and you were on the phone and….

G: Yeah, remember that. That was…I couldn’t believe I was sitting there witnessing this, it was terrible, I felt so bad I thought I should hang up but I didn’t.

M: (Laughing)

G: Alright, so alright, you wanted to ask me something (i)?

M: I wanna what?

G: You wanted to ask me somthing-

M: Oh, no I didn’t wanna ask you something, I just wanted to let you know.

G: Oh, you just going to let me know. So what did she do, she came to your office?

M: Yeah, and I was in the back office…

G: Oh, she knows where your office is?

M: Of course she always knows where all the offices are. . .

G: Oh ok…

M: Anyway, I did what I said I was gunna do…

G: You put a towel over your head? Did you find a towel?

M: Yeah a white towel…

G: Laughs..and a hat?

M: Excuse me?

G: And a hat? That must have been a sight..

M: Yeah.. you know the hat that I always wear…

G: And what happened? You went outside and saw her or what?

M: Yeah, I had to leave the office bc I had a rehearsal to go to.. So she….talked to me…

G: Well, what did she say?

M: She talked to me,  said you’ve been avoiding me?(of course not) and about drawing conclusions .. and stuff and well.. and then we left bc we had a rehearsal and stuff… she’s a, you know, she’s a coordinator and stuff… and she does a lot of stuff (i)the band

G: She models too?

M: She does all kinds of things..So we had a rehearsal and of course she was gonna be there.. and um.. so we talked during the break bc the band was still, they were still getting things together , the band members and the dancers and stuff…my dancers were going to be working with me…

G: Is she going on tour with you?…

M: No… Not anymore………. but um… uh, we had lunch together, we did lunch. She told me she goes like, Michael, why can I never get the chance to see you and never get through to you and I said.. I well I don’t wanna call you because I said you know (CUT in audio)spend some time with you and stuff. And So… We were.. talking and stuff like that about the situation that had happened…and she said.. so she goes I love you Michael and I’ll do whatever it takes and all that right? and um, so I had to be honest with her..and she told me..one of the things that she told me today was, she goes like.. well i’d like to spend some time with you before you leave because of what happened you know..

G: Is that what she told you?

M: No she knew before that…that.. I was kinda interested in her.. and I know I can trust this girl, like I told you a long time ago right?. I said I know I can trust her, I dont have any bad feelings I told you that…

G: Did you ever tell Kathy?…

M: No I haven’t…please… believe me now…

G: Eh, Alright.. it just blows me away because you guys have known each other for such a long time and she’s so devoted to you..

M: Well you know its not like I tell everyone that I’ve known for a long time…Kathy and I haven’t spoken and stuff since all that stuff with my brothers was going on I will tell her… you know.. when I feel like talking… I just don’t want to now I mean I know a lot of ppl.. .and..I dont think (i) not that Kathy would do anything to betray me…but anyway.. when she was talkin she goes..well I know your situation, I had a towel on my head and I got a surgical mask …all that.. I could never see you again.. or something should happen and I’m really worried about that and I just wanna be with you..you know, one to one.. with out the gang being around..its just its important to me.. to be with you I dont care I just want to spend time with you…

G: Go on..!

M: Ya know that’s what she said…. like it doesn’t matter, no matter what ya know… she told me that she’s afraid she’s going to lose me as a friend or whatever, she’s afraid she’s not going to see me

G: But she must care for you.

M: Yeah, I know she does.

G: So what are you gonna do?

M: Well.. I’m gonna, I’m gonna be with her…hold on.. (i)

G: Okay

M: And she said well I want whats best for you! I said damnit! let me make my own mistakes!..If it’s a mistake fine, if its not fine.. but just…

G: How come people are so protective of you, Michael? You have a lot of people who really love you..and want whats best for you, you’re not alone.

M: It doesn’t matter, I (i) my own choices and my own decisions.

G: Tell me something, you know what? you told me before that you’re the loneliest person

M: I am!

G: Then how can you be that way when there are so many people…

M: Because I don’t love those people like that! I want to be with someone…I want to know what a relationship is all about before I die, cant you understand that girl?… I never had.. I mean I’ve been with Tate.. I’ve been, well not with.. I been with Tate..I thought I was with Diana.. it was just in my own mind..

G: You were a little boy..

M: I know, I have never had a real relationship, my brothers have been married… My brothers have had girlfriends I really haven’t had that….

G: How long did it take you to get over Diana?

M: Years…… A hell of a long time..I just .. wanna know what its like girl…. to have a real relationship with someone who doesn’t want me for me…. that I dont, I dont’ have to look over my shoulder all the time…

G: Who doesn’t have an ulterior motive..?

M: Yeah, that doesn’t question me.. I mean..(i) I dont… and, and.. like La Toya said in her book.. she said, either I am going to have to find somebody who doesn’t know who the heck I am.. o rrr..oorr deal with somebody whos career is equally as important, or equally like mine..

G: Well.. a nix to both of those…….

M: What am I gonna do.. I dont want to die without knowing about ..having a real relationship with a women or being involved.. I .. I was involved but we never did anything.. we never really had sex…

G: But that was your decision, that wasn’t her’s I mean

M: But.. ya.. but girl, girlfriend had my nose wide open… ok, you could drive a truck through my nose…

G: Laughs…That is the craziest expression. How did they come up with that… I am just wondering who thought of it.. I don’t understand how your nose can be wide open

M: I don’t know

G: But it had to come from somewhere and I just wanted to the people who made it up.

G- It’s the craziest expression I have ever heard

M: it’s a black thing

G- Laughing..Black thing? What is it with your nose? I can’t understand how your nose can be wide open?

M-I don’t know..(whispers–It’s just, it’s personal)

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G-I mean it had to come from somewhere. Somebody had to have made it up and I was wondering what they were thinking when they made it up?

M-It’s a black secret

G-OK Laughing

M-So I loved her so much..GOD

G-So was that the first time..

M- No, no (whispers) (it was in her bedroom?)

G-Where did Tatum and that..what was that other girls..

M-Tate..I dealt with Tate when I was a little bit younger..She came up to me in a club..we were in a club..(I) and she put her hand on mind and I couldn’t believe it (break in tape){This is obvious the poster of these audios was throwing us off. They skip from talking about Tatum O’Neal to this woman)…Glenda laughing..Now they are talking about someone else

M-…anything. I would give her money, I would give her jewlery, I would give her a house, a car, whatever.. I was never good enough. It was like…ya know..

G-Well she wanted all of you Michael..she wanted a relationship

M-She knew how I was from the beginning..it wasn’t like she didn’t

G-Well she was probably hoping then that it would change

M-But, not until I got married

G-Well I know that..and I’m sure that she loved you..and when you have been with somebody for that many years

M-I loved her so much..I didn’t want to see that..I did not want to see that.and I knew she was fooling around..I know girl..I know it for a FACT

G-Don’t you think that attracted you to the fact that she was such a strong person and she stood up for you against your dad and she was always there..wasn’t that alot of the attraction

M-Yeh

G Because she’s older than you huh?

M-well yeah…

G: That you were drawn to that.

M: Yeh I was

G: (I)

M: And I was so in love and I had my nose wide open and I didn’t want to believe what was really going on. (Tape cut)..It didn’t matter..she (Tape cut) (I), but, that’s another story. (I) And it was a good thing that it was finally over.

G: You don’t have any regrets?

M: No, uh uh, I don’t regret that I didn’t sleep with her. I’m glad I didn’t. (I)….

G: Yeh that’s a long story.

M: I didn’t. I wish it changed but I havent been married before, ever.. having a relationship like that before, I never …Being in a normal…having a relationship with someone (I) I never had that.

G: Well, I think everybody wants too…

M: But, I HAVEN’T

G: OK

M: And that’s what I want. I know I’m not going to be here very long or whatever.

G: I hope it will be years..

M: What?

G: How long do you think you will be here?

M: You can’t ask me, I don’t know, what kind of question is that I don’t know

G: (I)

M: I don’t know…You could come up with all kind of actual facts and die!

G: Do you think (I) Now? (I)

M: Like Melissa told me today..and she was right… she said I want to see you I want to spend time with you before you leave.. I dont care.. what the circumstances are bc she knows about my condition, she knows my situation now…. and shes like I dont care whatever you want.. but I dont know if I will ever see you again and stuff.. she was honest enough, she told me..

G: She sounds very nice.

M: It doesn’t matter with her no matter what, ya know!

G: She sounds very nice..She sounds very good.

M: I don’t want to die not having a relationship like everybody else around me have had..I don’t want to die

G: I know (I)

M: But (whispers)(I)

G: That’s hard to find Michael.

M: I don’t have time to wait.

G: You’re pushing 34 my dear. Laughing

M: Yeh and I have never had that. I’ve never had that kind of relationship. Why would I want (Tape cut). Everyone else I know have had it..But, I never have.

G: Well, I guess it’s time you get it.

M: I know it is. (Tape Cut)….I trashed her..Even though we had fallen in love. I ruin my own relationships. (It’s always about sex)

G: You do!

M: Oh, I want that too. I don’t know how I’m gonna get it (I)

G: You can’t get satisfaction in that relationship.

M: Well, I won’t do it.

(Tape cut)

G: Cause it sounds like she doesn’t care for him that much

M: Yeh (I) What?

G: That will be very sad!

(tape cut)

M: don’t know what I’m gonna do

(tape cut)

G: I think it is important that you hold on to everything that you hold dear.

M: What?

G: I think that it is important that you hold on to everything that you hold dea

M: (Tape cut) (I) I hold on until the last days

G: (I)everything that you hold dear

M: You know what. I don’t want it.

G: Cause of that night?

M: Yeh (I) and people and situations and stuff (tape cut) But, I’m sure about (I)

G: You have alot of people that love you very much…you do…

M: I have alot of people that don’t know what’s going on

G: About you? (I) …have you told those people (I)…remember open doors.

M: But with any (I) I have..some of it went (I)….

G: That’s good..That’s very good. Because I know you’ve been through a lot(I) Do you figure you’ll be able to do that?

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Glenda Transcript 4-6

Time: First day of his Dangerous World Tour, 27th of June 1992.

B: Brandi Jackson
G: Who?
B: Brandi
G: Brandi? Oh, I don’t think I’ve talked to you before. Is Sherry there?
B: Yea
G: Can I speak to her?
B: Is this Glenda?
G: Yeh, This is Glenda
B: Yeh?
G: Yeh! Who are you Brandi?
B: What?
G: Who are you?
B: Who am I?
G: Yeah
B: BRANDI JACKSON!
G: Brandi Jackson?
B: Yeah
G: Oh (laughing) which one..who do you belong to?
B: Sigmund (Jackie’s real name)
G: Sigmund , oh okay
B: My daddy owns (I)
G: (I)? Oh Ok. It’s nice to meet you.
B: You too…Wait..hold on
G: Ok

This is Brandi Jackson, Jackie’s daughter. Sounds like he started the tour with some of his family in toe.

TAPE IS CUT: Likely edited out Glenda talking to Sherry after Brandy went to get her.

M: Hello
G: Hi
M: Hi
G: I’m gonna have to get a new phone..I hate all this static.
M: Oh, you have static?
G: Yeah. And I don’t know what causes it. I don’t know if it’s the cord, the phone or what it is. But, it just aggravates me so much; I’m getting a new phone.
M: Laughing..It might be the cord
G: Well, I was thinking that..I even tried to change..I tried to use the cord, ya know, from the other room..becuase this one has some little nicks in it and still..it still has static. So I’m thinking “it’s got to be the phone.”
M: Hmmmm
G: I’ll find a new one
M: Laughing…Brandi comes to me and she says “There’s another lady on the phone and she’s the sweetest?” Laughing. I think she (I)
G: Laughing. (I) she sounds (I)..I’ve never talked to her before.
M: She’s a cutie pie. She’s Jackie’s little girl. (I) She was in my commercial, that LA Gear commercial.
G: Oh she was?
M: Yeah
G: oh
M: And she was in the video “Time to Remember” ..she was a doll. She was soooo pretty
G: Aahhhh
M: She’s a good actress. Let me see what time it is
G: Well, I was expecting your call
M: Yeah?
G: Yeah
M: Hold on a second ok?

(CUT IN TAPE)

NOW MJ IS TALKING TO SAM , BEFORE WORLD TOUR GERMANY JUNE 28/29 1992

M: Laughing..Then we went to the um..I don’t remember the name of it. It was a wild animal place in Germany.
S: A wild animal place?
M: Yeah. Have you been here?
S: I’ve been there, but I didn’t go to a wild animal place.
M: Where’d you go?
S: Luxemburg and um, Hamburg..That’s all
M: Have you been to Venice?
S: Yeah
M: It’s beautiful
S: Is this the first time you’ve ever been there?
M: No, Never
S: Yeah, it’s beautiful and the weather?
M: It’s OK. It’s really hot out here in Germany.
S: It was nice today. It wasn’t bad. I might have to use tomorrow the air conditioner.
M: They have snow capped mountains here.
S: Oh really?
M: A lot of green and a lot of blue sky [I never seen (I)?]
S: (I’ve been there)..We’ve got such bad (tapping phone) reception on this phone.
M: Yeah, I know.
S: So what did you do? Are you doing any shows?
M: Yeah, I do one today.
S: Today? Oh what time today? What time is it?
M: It’s about 6:30
S: In the morning?
M: Yeah
S: Oh, I see. That’s why you’re excited.
M: Yeah
S: Well, that’s great. You got it all together?
M: Yeah!
S: You sound real good
M: I’m excited (laughing). I can’t wait. GOD
S: Fantastic
M: We went to a hospital called Hope (I)…I don’t know… something. And we gave some….and we gave away tickets to under privileged kids (I) and tee shirts and stuff like that.
S: So where’s your first concert? In Stuttgart?
M: No. It’s in Munich
S: In Munich? So how many are you doing in Germany? Just… You just doing one?
M: What?
S: You doing one?
M: No. I’m going to do more than a couple
S: Oh Ok..well good
M: Real good
S: I thought you’d call last night, but you probably didn’t get a chance.
M: No, I didn’t. (whispering) (I) engaged
S: She’s there?….she knew you two are pretty close cause, um, (I) what’s going on and to say hi..(she wanted to talk/check with you first)
M: It’s not the first time they talked (laughing)..
S: Oh God (laughing) that’s right. I don’t know why I was thinking it was the first time.
M: Did you have a real good Fathers Day, Sam?
S: I had a good one yeh..It was a real good .(I) Vodka
M: What else. What else did you get? I heard you got a video game
S: Yeh. I got a video game, a golf game, real neat. And I got some cologne.
M: What kind of cologne?
S: I don’t know what’s it’s called..it’s uh.. Ho ..Ho..HOMO..HOMO something.
M: LOUD LAUGHTER
S: HOMO
M: SEXUAL? (LAUGHING)
S: It aint Sexual (laughing)..It’s called..I don’t remember what…some, some Japanese thing. It’s called Sung Homo.
M: Son of a HOMO?
S: Son of a HOMO!
M: LOUD LAUGHTER
S: It’s called Sung (spells it) S U N G
M: SUNG?
S: SUNG
M: Yeah
S: Oh you’ve heard of it?
M: Yeah
S: Sung. And then it says Hammy (he spells it) H A M M E.. I think that probably means cologne, huh?
M: Laughing
S: Sung Hammy.. It’s Hung Sung Hommies..Hommies. We call homosexuals Homies!
M: I’m another thing that means Homie!. Laughing..I’m a big home boy.
S: Laughing..You’re a home boy!
M: I’m a home boy!
S: You sound real good. Who answered the phone? Randy’s son? Randy’s daughter?
M: Randy doesn’t have a daughter
S: Huh…who answered the phone..um was it Jermaine?
M: Jermaine? Jermaine answered the phone?
S: Have a daughter? Does he have a daughter?
M: Yeah
S: What’s her name?
M: Her name’s Autumn.
S: I don’t think that’s it. Well, Glenda will tell me when she gets home. (I)She said..be able to say it’s a “nice lady on the phone”.
M: Huh? What did she say about that?
S: She said that…[she never spoke to her before]
M: I got a feature to do tonight. I got a couple of them.
S: I know. You already told me.
M: Oh yeah. I got some stuff in German to do
S: German Huh?
M: Yeh, I got some postcards. But, I haven’t got em all yet. We’ve got some coloured [pictures?] for you and um, we got (I)..
S: How are the rehearsals going?
M: Oh, Fine
S: Going good?
M: Yeah. We have a sound test to do. You know, there are a lot of soccer fields out here too and I’m suppose to meet with some soccer pro. I forgot the name.
S: Well, there’s lots of good pros. You should get some signatures for me.
M: yeh. He’s well known. I forgot his name.
S: There’s lots of fields down there.
M: I have to check it out.
S: They’ve got soccer fields there, like there are baseball fields here.
M: Yeh. There’s a lot of soccer.
S: Do you know how to play soccer?
M: A little bit.
S: If the guy’s meeting you, he must be a superstar huh?
M: Yep. I know you know this guy too
S: Would you recognize it if I tell you?
M: Yeh, maybe.
S: Is it (I) Hans [somethingforeign] Maya?
M: No
S: That’s one of the biggest…um let’s see who else…Craig?
M:No
S: That’s one of their big guys. Well, (I)
M: Yeah. I’ll let you know
S: Well, You seem excited. That sounds great
M: Yeah..I’m (I)
S: Well, it’s been a long time since you’ve been on stage hasn’t it?
M: Yeah, it has. Since the BAD tour.
S: Well, I thought you did that thing for Sony?
M: Well, yeah..but, we’re talking about concerts.
S: It’s a different feeling, huh? Were you doing one song or can you do a whole other album?
M: No. We’re going to do more than that.
S: Oh you are?
M: And you know what? When we were out in Germany, we did this thing for (I) that day.
S: Yeah
M: they got a TV station in (..enwych?? English?) and they got (I). It’s a radio station

(CUT IN TAPE)

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S: Ya’ll must have been thirsty.
M: They gave us some beer over there.
S: Oh! And you haven’t drunken any?
M: No
S: (I) beer to drink it
M: They wanted me to try this beer. They said it was the best beer… that isn’t nasty.
S: Some of it is
M: What?
S: Some of it is
M: oh, I don’t know. I didn’t want to try it…They said in Germany, everybody’s going to be drunk after the show (laughing). ‘Cause see… we don’t sell beer. I don’t want beer during the show.
S: During the show? Yeah
M: It’s like (I)you know (i)..The beer is called Haff. HaffStein..It’s (he spells it) H O T H S T I F T
S: H..
M: H O T H S T I F T
S; Let me write it down
M: ok
S: What is it?
M: Ok you ready? It’s H O T H..It’s one word… H O T H S T I F T
S; It’s like STINE?
M: Yeh
S: STINE?
M: STIFT
S: Oh Hothstift, Hothstift?

BEEP (CALL WAITING)

S: Who would call this late? Hello
GIRL: Hi Sam
S: How you doing?

CUT IN TAPE (Back talking to Michael)

M: We’re going to Bavaria. The Bavarian castle in the mountains. And King Ludwig [i] stays there..They say he is a loony toon.
S: Oh Really?
M: Uh Huh. We’re going to go to that castle. It’s Neuschwanstein Castle. And King Lu..Lud
S: Ludwig?
M: Ludwig..We went to a hospital called the Hur..It’s (he spells it) H E R T. then it’s (I)J E S U Khronosinhouse (Khronosinhouse is the German word for “hospital”)
S: (I)? (repeats the hospital name)
M: Yeah
S: I’ve never been there though. I heard it’s beautiful there. (I) beautiful place.
M: Idon’t know if he um, where we’re suppose to go .Stuttgart
S: Stuttgart?
M: Stuttgard. Ya know…It’s not like me not knowing what we’re (I)
S: So what that? The Hospital’s name?
M: No. Where I’m (I)
S: Oh really. But, Stuttgart is very famous.
M: Yeah, but it’s not a (I) like (I)
S: I think that’s um, didn’t the Beatles (I) there?
M: Yeh..I’m sure they did.
S: That was the main place
M: (I) We’re going to go…we’re going to go to the um, to the zoo in Sansburg… And um
S: Is there going to be naked animals?
M: (I)
S: Laughing
M: And then we’re going to go to Berlin..Then we’re going to go to (I) September show (laughing)
S: When Glenda comes..I’m gonna say “Michael called” and she’ll say “When? Oh no..I wasn’t there?” So ..Um she’s back now! (I)
M: LOUD LAUGHTER
S: She rides back to work..and I said “we missed you, we missed you.” She always misses her mom..
M: Really?
S: And when she’s gone over the weekends, it’s peaceful
M: (LAUGHING)..I know you told me that (Laughing)..Don’t say that.
S: Laughing. No I really miss her
M: you know. Have you ever been to Cologne?
S: Cologne? Yeah
M: (I)
S: Uh Huh
M: Do you know where we are going to go?
S: Where?
M: we’re going to go to some, um some place. It’s like Magic Mountain.
S: Oh Really?
M: Yeh..It’s not as big as Disneyland, but it’s like (I) and we’re gonna go there.(He’s talking about Phantasialand)
S: Oh
M: Then we’re going to go to the Frankfurt zoo
S; Are you having a hard time traveling around.?
M: No
S: So there’s going to be crowds that are following you and everything?
M: Yeah, I know. But, I like traveling.
S: Well, they’ll probably shut down the place for you.
M: Yeah. Like I’ll be in Disneyland and I go to the…You know they have tunnels in Disneyland. We get to the front of the line and I go and hide (I).
S: They have tunnels?
M: Yeah
S: You mean..underground?
M: Yeah..In Disneyland
S: Really?
M: Yeah they do
S: Is that for private stuff?
M: Yeah. They’re for V.I.P.s
S: Oh..How come I never got to go under them?
M: Laughing..You didn’t know about that?
S: I thought I was a V.I.P
M: You are to me.
S: V.I.P’s do lots of things. Right? I have a V.I.P. pass to (I) ellica
M: What? (I) ellica
S: It’s a restaurant
M: oh that restaraunt
S: Glenda made fun of me because I’m V.I.P (laughing)
M: Laughing
S: Well. I want to thank you for my card. Thank You for my card. It’s really, really nice.
M: I’m glad you like it
S: (i)
M: It’s weird (I)..She goes I (I) tires..ya know..(I) need is tires. (I)

nitrogen

怎么没有1-1，1-2，1-3啊？ 还有6-1，6-2. 我有这几个。包括从1-1到4-6的mp3.

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1-1

Glenda: Sounds terrible! (laughs)

Michael (in a British accent): Would you like a spotted *dicked*?

Glenda: That's so funny! (both laughing)

Michael: Would you like a spotted *dicked*?

Glenda: Sounds interesting!

Michael: I don't think so!

1-2

Michael: Joseph used to beat us all the time and... (inaudible).... He would, he would just (inaudible)... And I bought into that, he was like, "Oh you put on a few pounds." The only thing that I could control in my life, what with Motown... 'cause they tell you- when we used to go on Carson or Mike Douglas or whatever back then, when we used to do interviews as the Jackson Five, you know when you're in this kind of thing they (inaudible few seconds).... "Do you have a girlfriend?" "No." (Inaudible) You know, they dictate to you everything. What you wear, what you sing. 'Cause back then we weren't allowed to sing our own stuff. They dictate to you what you can wear... If you're on an interview, if you're going on Carson, "This is what you say, this is what don't say." The only control I had over my life was eating. I had no control. We had no control. *clears throat* I didn't, I didn't... I wasn't like my brothers. People, they're angry and they take it out on others. I was angry, but I took it out on myself. (Inaudible, something about Joseph again), when we were rehearsing on 2300- where we used to live. If I danced wrong, if I sang the wrong word, I'd get the hell beat out of me, I'd get thrown in the basement. But instead of taking that out on other people, I withdrew and I'd take it out on myself. There was nothing I could control in my life but my eating. And Joseph told me, "Oh, you're so black, you have such a big nose."

Glenda: He told you you were black?

Michael: Yeah. When I was little. "You look so black, you don't look like my child. Your nose is so big" and this and that. They used to call me Big Nose and stuff. And instead of retaliating on them, I just did it with myself.

1-3

Michael: God, I'd fight Joseph back and I would get my @ss beat. Then I used to run and I threw a shirt (inaudible)

Glenda: (laughs)

Michael: And he'd knock me down on the floor, 'cause we were rehearsing in our living room (inaudible). He'd knock the [piss] outta me. And we were supposed to perform somewhere the next day. And he knocked me down so hard, I [knocked] my rib. And I was little...

Glenda: Mhm.

Michael: So I got up, I was so serious [furious?]. They talk about me being conceited, you know?

Glenda: Mhm.

Michael: I got up, and I was crying and stuff. And I said, "Joseph, if you hit me again, I'm not performing!"

Glenda: (laughs)

Michael: He's like, "What the @#$% did you say?"

Glenda: (gasps)

Michael: I'm like, "You hit me again, Joseph"- I couldn't, I wasn't even nine years old (inaudible). I said, "Joseph, if you hit me again"- and I was crying my eyes out- I said, "If you hit me again, I am NOT performing."

Glenda: (sympathetic sigh)

Michael: And he left me alone.

Glenda: (laugh)

Michael: I said, "I'm not doin' the show!" He said, "Don't you know I will kick your (inaudible)." And I got up (inaudible) and I said, "You hit me again and I won't perform." And he knew I was the star performer...

Glenda: Haha, yeah, really??

Michael: And he didn't hit me.

Glenda: Well, you had some leverage there. (laughs)

Michael: My brothers used to say, "Mike, you crazy, man, you crazy." And then when I would go to sleep at night, he would always scare us. He would be banging on the windows and stuff, and open the windows and poke in his head.

Glenda: That's horrible. That's awful-

Michael: Well you read that (inaudible) book, you read it.

Glenda: Oh, I don't- It's been a while since I read that book, I don't remember everything.

Michael: Yeah... he used to scare us in the middle of the night. We would be sleeping, and we had to get up early in the morning, we had to have rehearsal, get going, (inaudible)

Glenda: God.

Michael: And he'd bang on the windows and we'd look out the windows and he had a monster mask on.

Glenda: (gasps)

Michael: (inaudible, he may have been imitating scared whining)

Glenda: How horrible.

Michael: And we'd get in trouble for crying.

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回复 22# nitrogen
那个博客上就这么多
# Glenda Transcript 1-4
# Glenda Transcript 2-1
# Glenda Transcript 2-2
# Glenda Transcript 2-3
# Glenda Transcript 2-4
# Glenda Transcript 2-5
# Glenda Transcript 3-1
# Glenda Transcript 3-2
# Glenda Transcript 3-3
# Glenda Transcript 4-1
# Glenda Transcript 4-2
# Glenda Transcript 4-3
# Glenda Transcript 4-4
# Glenda Transcript 4-5
# Glenda Transcript 4-6
说实话我都没有太仔细看，太多了。你要是有这里没有的，麻烦你上上来好吗？

nitrogen

6-1 many inaudible parts and audio cuts
6-1

Hi guys - first 10 minutes is pure noise. Something about some guy that knows something and Glenda is worried . This is what I got so far. Keep checking I will finish it later.

BTW for those asking me to send this. I can't send the audio its locked ..first its on a .pl file and special player from Hansnews.com. I paid for this along with many others awhile ago... so if you guys want it I suggest you purchase it like I did. It is not mine to give away.

M- what did he say when you told him about "S" coming to (inaudible)..?

G- He said be careful....( pause) he won't like it...(chuckles)

M- I know her well...since 14 years old she was (inaudible) but her dad wanted her to go to school in america. I offered to watch over her because she would (inaudible) the ranch on ....(inaudible) off....

G- hmm..at 14 she came Michael?

M- No..no not 14 ..that when I first met her in the (palace?) ..(inaudible) I wanted to help (inaudible)..

G- oh. So how old when she came to ranch (inaudible)

M- what?

G- her age at that time

M- oh just 18 but ..she was more shy than me( laughs)
...
G - (inaudible) ..and now 21?

M- yes...very sweet

G- (concerned) still ..so young Michael.

M- yea I know and very sweet (inaudible) innocent like naive..i dunno girl..I'm more than open here

G - Didn't you say she is engaged to (inaudible) in..ummmn where?

M - its more like arrangement (inaudible) but she hates it.

G- what kind of arrangement? like money.. (inaudible)

M- her family picked some royal family member... she already has money so its not (inaudible)

G- ohhh...ahh I see umm so I bet she (inaudible) virgin for that..(chuckles)

M- yea she is pure but we fall asleep together all the time. She don't eva sleep in the cottage (inaudible) (hard to hear) ...... I like that though...she be quiet after (inaudible) sometime (static) (laughs) (something about no clothes or nose? )

G- Michael please be careful..that's still risky (inaudible) (audio skip) unless you want to Michael?

M - Can I tell you...wait hold on lemme shut (inaudible) (high pitch noises)

G- okay I'm here...u? hello?

M - what?

G - tell me ! (inaudible)

M- okay its personal don't tell (inaudible),, Scott even.

G- okay I won't promise.

M- She ordered some movies and we (inaudible) with it ...she tried to (inaudible) the whole (inaudible)..... (quietly speaking almost whisper) and I let (her or it? ) even thought I shouldn't (inaudible) but after that it was everyday. The whole summer she became (inaudible) (one?) with (static) ..I love her very much .. (inaudible) she is too spoiled..

G- Oh my god...wow..amazingly (inaudible) found out on tour.

M- I am also like a (inaudible) ..dual roles (inaudible) in ...not easy girl. Why (inaudible)this happen to me? Just when I (inaudible) it/she fits perfect in (inaudible) life and I stayed away but still this happens . Her /the family will never let it be.. so I better get use to it cause she (inaudible) has a couple of (inaudible) left. (sighs loud)

G- really? That's horrible (inaudible) think about. Are you not good friends with (inaudible) (Bruni)??

M- (inaudible) (frustrated) I just say forget it , just do it..who cares.. what eva I wanna to do with my life ..my mistakes (inaudible) are mine .

M- He called one day and said " is she (inaudible) over there" I said " I have no idea but I think (inaudible) no" (laughs)

G - So you lied huh? (chuckles)

M - What am I suppose to do ? I can't tell him the truth (inaudible) she really (inaudible) want to.

G- what she say?

M- She takes it with a heart of stone because all she does is throw it back to me (lol, random..song he speaks the words.)

G- what (inaudible)? ( she doesn't get it as usual..lol)

M- She was scared about the situation but (inaudible) being (inaudible) me more. She said " he can't (inaudible) until he looks in the mirror." (laughs again)

G- ooOh Michael..that's hilarious (laughing). (inaudible) not just (inaudible) involved so intensely. Its not good for you (inaudible)..right?

M- (inaudible) (can't understand any of it)

G- What?

M- I can't hear you. Let me call you right back ok?

G- (static)

M- pardon? I am calling back (inaudible)

Audio cut


This is the clearest part of the conversation. The first 5 minutes is just pure static noise.


M- (lower voice) Hey, can you hear me?

G - Hey! (laughing) yea much better..you okay?

M- uh..yea ..where was I ?

G- you were talking about the situation last (inaudible) (I think its month?? or )

M- So John , my assistant (inaudible) tour called me up and said he heard about the visit.

G- (gasps) who told him?

M- you know I can't trust people. I haven't (inaudible) told too many people but it gets out cause there is always someone around.

G- Micheal you can always trust me. I would never tell (inaudible) ever!

M- (inaudible) yea I know that (inaudible). But people around me sometimes like to gossip.

M- The other day she said "why don't we (inaudible) watch a movie in disguise" (chuckles..cute She never been to a regular theater.

G- So did you go watch a movie?

M- We tried but too many people waiting at the gate today so it would be too hard. They usually figure it out.

G - (laughing) your costumes are awesome Michael..how can they(inaudible)

M- We did get out once..(pause) we went (inaudible) (i think bowling) unnoticed ..it was the four of us.

G- did you have fun?

M- pardon

G- was it fun?

M- oh yea we had a wonderful time... We had to try hard to (inaudible) as just friends. Its just great to do normal stuff you know?

G- you should try to do more of that. Is Kathy upset about this?

M- No I haven't said anything. They don't get along anyway .."S" hung up on her one day..(laughs) Kathy was so pissed but I said it was the connection...(laughing still)

G- Does she know?

M- who knows... Kathy?

G- (inaudible) I mean she cares about you

M- Its not like that with her but uh.. she met her ..she knows how I feel (inaudible) about the situation.

M- hold on okay?

G- okay

M- That's my vocal coach. I have to practice (static) (warmup?). I will call you soon.

G- Okay Michael take care of yourself.

M- You too...... say hi (inaudible)

M- bye!

G- goodnight

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6-2 books, more on Kathy and someone else.

6-2 transcripts

Audio cut

This short conversation just starts after lots of noise .

G- (inaudible) What did you do today?

M- I went to the book store today .. I had some errands to (get done.?)

M- Remember the book I sent you about ...essays..(inaudible) Ralph Waldo Emerson..I bought the first volume for Kathy.
I told her she would enjoy it. Did you ever read it?

G- (muffled) at th gym but I will (do it?).

M- I like (inaudible) compensation(??) ..our strength grows(inaudible) our weakness.

G - I will have to get to that...(laughing)
Are you talking to Kathy again?

M- (laughing) I didn't stop.

G- I thought you were crying (inaudible) the last time.

M -I was? (inaudible)

G- I thought you were sad

M- No I was just (inaudible) sick of it. It doesn't (inaudible) matter to me. I am over that now..she is a good friend thats all.

G- well can you trust her as a friend after what happened (situation again)?

M- yea..yea..of course..I know she won't (inaudible) say anything. I understand she did what she did but that's fine...I have moved on from that situation. (inaudible)(static) Its tough to be with someone like me..I suppose.

G- I saw you on in a magazine ..I think it was with your animals.

M- yea which one.

G- hmm..in the ...supermarket ..I don't remember which ..I was paging through it. I think it was an old picture (inaudible)

M- Oh.. was I wearing white?

G- no a red shirt(inaudible) and your hat. (inaudible) So are you going to tell me what happened with her?

M- what do you mean?

G- I thought the other night you wanted to tell me something.

M- Oh that. Yea I think I may be too old..(giggles)

G- well you are pushing 34..(laughing)

M- ANd she is still finding herself (inaudible) but I can't wait ..I want to just have a normal relationship. Like yours..you know.

G- I'm sure it will happen Michael. She loves you ..I can tell she does..from what you (inaudible) say about her.

M- yea .. know but (inaudible) at that age.


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M- I am trying to eat (inaudible) healthy..its hard..but it gives me energy on the tour.

G- ya what (inaudible)

(inaudible)

(inaudible)

audio cut

This seems to be a different conversation from above as the sound is much louder .. its again just random.

M- I am trying to eat (inaudible) healthy..its hard..but it gives me energy on the tour.

G- ya what (inaudible) you eating??

M- oh well I try to have/make me lots of fresh juice ,vegatables, ..uh..a mix of seeds..nuts.. nothing greasy....you know ..(inaudible)I forget about food when I am busy so they are on me.

G- yes I know but you need your strength.

M- (muffled)

G- Did you have fun with the winners.

M- Oh yes they came from all over. This one girl was from east indian from south america..she had the most amazing eyes. She had me sign 20 t-shirts plus some other stuff..she said she had a big family. (laughing)

G- so many ..maybe she will sell them in her country.

M- its okay ..she seemed genuine... everyone was really nice..they brought out this wonderful cake with my face on it..I had to cut into it..(giggles)

G- that must be fun. Only girls?

M- mostly ..I was gonna wear ear plugs (inaudible) screaming was loud..seriously (laughing)

G- Ohh the trauma.. girls are screaming (inaudible) ...(laughs)

M- it was like Hello...(he fake screams)..how are you? (fake screams) thanks for coming out (fake screams)..(laughs loud)

(inaudible)

(fake screams)

(inaudible)

Okay I skipped over down to the relationship part since that's what the majority of you guys are curious about.
I will fill in the other parts ..it was a little about Joe, katherine and books and art and movies.

Also (any word????) means I am not 100% but to avoid too many inaudibles i am writing what it sounds like it is.

audio cut and starts somewhere else.

M- so will you tell me about your (inaudible) ( I think its) (first time??) someday.

G- promise (inaudible) will tell you everything just not today ...(sighs)

G- are you going to spend lots of time with her before you go.. ???

M- uh...I.. as much I can really. She is going to stay longer so that will help. I convinced her family she should get experience in life.

G- from you right? (laughing)

M-no not me..just in general....ooo you joking right..?

G- yea!! its probably hard (inaudible) not to get close.. huh?

M- (inaudible) absolutely but I don't think like that, its a gift our time. we already close no matter what..I think that's forever. (sighs)... (plays some sort of classical music)

G- oo ..I like that

M- soothing. I need to calm down..relax. (inaudible)

G- yea what has you worked up?

M- (laughs) YOu don't want to know...too many things.

G- No ..what is it? (inaudible)

M- Well first my brothers keep bugging me to invest in this bogus (inaudible) venture that I'm pretty sure Joseph cooked up but they won't tell me (inaudible)cause they know I won't ...

(static for a minute) (audio starts again)

M- Its not like I said "no"

G- Not again, remember you told me about that time you tried one of their candy bars..(laughs) ..so funny

M- (laughs) yea..yea..tasted like dirt... Jackson Bars taste like a**

G- (inaudible) yea so what else is wrong? (inaudible)( can't make it out sorry)

M- WE just had a (fight??) (bite?? lol) last (night) ..

G- why? what happened.

M- nothing happened. (pause) I don't know.(pause) I (inaudible) home at (2?) and she didn't (inaudible) stay with me. I went to find her in the guest room. I was like.. "why are you here?" and she said with an attitude "i'm just tired , I want to be alone". So I left cause I knew that would make her more angry but I was not in the mood for (inaudible).

G- I wonder what was wrong? Maybe its was P.M.S.?? (laughs)

M- oh..that's what (Tony??) said the other day(chuckles) no, really today she is just bugging me (pauses).... without even saying anything (inaudible)(inaudible)

G- you mean the silent treatment?

M- I guess that's what it is. I told her lets go for a walk (later?)..I think she said yes.

G- what do mean. (inaudible) how would you not know?

M- (inaudible) oh cause she just shrugged.. (inaudible) I (inaudible) read her though....I know how to handle that. (inaudible) her tricks (laughs) (whispers) (he's gonna do something about something..sorry!!! can't hear at all!!! ..I don't know what hes saying its too low and loud music in the back) (U GUYS CAN DEBATE IT )

G- huh ..really.. your weird.

M- I am?

G- its just not what I thought you would do

M- I dunno , I think I'm pretty (inaudible) and everyone else might be weird.(laughs)

G- (laughing) face it you are whipped..

M- no I'm just so "open" when it comes to this/her/US ??.

M- I need to get my act togetha. This is messing with my head.

G- (laughs) i'm sure you are all ready to go besides you are better when its spontaneous.

M- Maybe we'll go to dinner. I have to plan it.

G- you mean shut the place down?

M- (pause) (humming??) no ..not that... just maybe a private (inaudible)section with a private garage so its easy to sneak in. (inaudible) Somewhere dark..i dunno (pause) i gotta ask Big "m"

G- who is that?

M- security (inaudible)

G- You and "S" alone or?

M- alone sort of..(inaudible) security but not sitting with us.

G- Awwww so you will give in to her...(laughs)

M- funny you are.

G- (revisited) at least she is (inaudible) honest with you ..(inaudible) unlike (another or the other one) . (pause)
Lucky guy..lucky girl both .. wait hold on (dead air for 2 minutes)

M- (talking about someone else now?? I'm pretty sure.)

- She wasn't honest (inaudible) that's why she said we weren't right (inaudible). (inaudible) wasn't even like that..I just thought it was at(inaudible) moment but I know what's real now.. (inaudible) What ever happens I am happy with "S" now and she won't be dealing with anyone else on the side.... ..I'm positive!..I know!

G- Michael..can you hold just a little

M- okay ..i'm here ( music playing)

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M- She ordered some movies and we (inaudible) with it ...she tried to (inaudible) the whole (inaudible)..... (quietly speaking almost whisper) and I let (her or it? ) even thought I shouldn't (inaudible) but after that it was everyday. The whole summer she became (inaudible) (one?) with (static) ..I love her very much .. (inaudible) she is too spoiled..

G- Oh my god...wow..amazingly (inaudible) found out on tour.

M- I am also like a (inaudible) ..dual roles (inaudible) in ...not easy girl. Why (inaudible)this happen to me? Just when I (inaudible) it/she fits perfect in (inaudible) life and I stayed away but still this happens . Her /the family will never let it be.. so I better get use to it cause she (inaudible) has a couple of (inaudible) left. (sighs loud)

Here what I think from Blurbs in between all the inaudible and noisy static parts which were so many with these juicy parts..ughh
So I am just adding some words that probably should go in the inaudible parts.


they were watching movies or tired of watching . she tried to (do something to him) the whole (time) he was watching.
whispers ..I liked it but (can't hear this part) I let her (sounds like) (do it )(lol) even though I shouldn't give in but after that everyday. The whole summer she became (one with me ). (sounds like-- she is not satisfied)......she is spoiled.
I am also like a (I think he says) father..she has a couple of months?? ( i think) left with me..

Ok here's the random stuff ( bits and pieces I could here between all static)..don't quote me on this..lol , I am "guessing" this is what he is saying...

first something about not having sex but being creative. This is not a sentence..I just got the part "sex...not yet..creative" I think she wants to stay a virgin but still wants him. Then something about head ..(Glenda asks "WHAT" )..then he says it adamantly "oral sex you know" then she says something to the effect" ..well you have to be fair?? do it also (somewhere else in the noise) he says " first time i want to so bad" then somewhere else after a minute of noise "should be memorable"
( it sounds like to me ..he wants her to remain a virgin but maybe do other things instead..hence third base question.) He sounds like he really likes maybe loves this girl.

He further says sporadically in between noise.."i'm scared" (3 minute pause)"disappointed" " I'm a perfectionist" (about 2 minutes pause) "hurts" (2 min pause) "innocent" "purity" "look into her eyes" ( 2 min pause)Glenda says "its fine" "just try" something about a "light bulb"?? and something about a "fish bowl"..i have no idea what he means about the light bulb and fish bowl!!

They giggle a lot and she laughs really loud so drowns out what he is saying..but I think he is saying he is thinking about it or had it..cause I don't think he is asking Glenda about her sex life..heheh
And then he goes on to say these random words "is third base consider sex" ( pause) "It pains me" ( 1 min pause)" she' gets stiff" " she cuddles after"( pause) " satisfied" ( min pause) "immature" " I really want to" ( pause)" it s like coffee??" ( pause)"don't buy until u try???lol" (again I don't know what the heck that means) lol
I think these parts are toooo random to post in the 6-1 conversation plus I can't be 100% on these since I don't know what context he is discussing it in.

G- hey!! so where is the ((inaudible)??) woman today? (laughs)

M- aww c'mon.. (laughs) ...she left.

G- (gasps) why?? did you guys stay together ((inaudible)??)

M- yea I told her , I said "I'm gonna be here what ever you decide" but she knows that I rather she stay with me.

She like " I have to think". I feel like I am always just chasing her (pause) (inaudible) and trying to hold her down.
She is off in a world of her own ((inaudible) sometimes??). She's like "Babe, I need to find myself before I can be sure". Anyway she headed back to her college to get her stuff.

(lots of noise can make out response)

M -(inaudible) So I (said) to her " don't do it unless you mean it" and She's like " I mean it more than you think(inaudible) ." Then before she was going, she gave me a hug and kiss and I told her "where's the passion...make it passionate girl"

G- (laughs)

M- (giggles) she kissed me deep ...and she (??) walk away (inaudible)

G- hold on ( bad connection)

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G- has she found an apartment already?

M- no she still looking (inaudible) half way to school and ((inaudible)??) to me. Now at least its not that bad. I'm probably gonna be (inaudible) in the carribean

when she goes to visit (home??), then we'll meet up after about 6 weeks..she was like (inaudible) "this is the true test for us"

G- yes it is . Where you think you will be?

M- huh..(muffled) pardon?

G- Where you going on (inaudible)

M- Oh..I don't know yet ..Bermuda or bahamas..or all over. I haven't worked it (inaudible) out yet but most likely Bermuda , I haven't been (inaudible).

G- you guys talk a lot when she's there?

M- yea all the time . Gosh, for hours...sometime we even fall asleep on the phone. I don't know why (inaudible) ...but we have this amazing connection from the start,its cosmic.

G- I think its because she grew up sheltered..you know.. and had tutors... and never really had a childhood with friends. (inaudible) didn't you even say that she
told you her most trusted friend is her childhood nanny. You two grew up ...somewhat similiar that's why you relate to her.

M- Yea , she tells " age is a matter of feeling not of years" I love figuring things out (pause) but I can't completely figure her out. Where do I stand in the (inaudible) of it.

G- The time probably went by so fast huh? . How did she get (inaudible) them to say yes to ((inaudible) ??) school in U.S.?

M- oh,She kept bugging me all the time to help her cause I said I'd be there to look out for her.She begged me to ask.. help convince (him?). Another reason against
saying anything about anything....they will think we planned it or something.

G- She has really adjusted well to (life??) I see.

M- Yea.. very well..she.. I wish I could just go hang out with her (sometimes??) but with my situation its never possible. I get ..so damn jealous when (inaudible), I
wish it where me. I don't know why,..uh.. I know for fact she won't do nothing to hurt me and I know I have her heart but still she is always talking..whispering on
the phone...it just gets to me cause I always think the worse (i'm nosy like that??) (inaudible) even if its not. I think its because of Joseph. (inaudible) I learned
that.

G - Is it to guys her own age? probably just gossiping with friends..its normal.

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M- I guess..I don't listen or anything (inaudible). I know she a good (girl??) but she can be easily influenced (inaudible) , everyone knows that she is so
wealthy..so they take advantage. I said to her " You don't always have to (inaudible) out" , she was like " I don't get it, everyones poor in college". She has had a really different (inaudible) upbringing than most people.

G- I bet she did!! ...in a palace an all...You can't really spoil her then, right? I mean she has everything?

M- well she ain't even like that around me (inaudible) doesn't care about stuff like material things. Its not her thing. She says she loves it here with me (pause)
because we can just pretend for a little bit (inaudible).. it happily ever after... (neverland??)

audio cut---starts again.


In another spot of audio.


M- she was about to cut her hair shorter, (pause) I told you I like long hair , I said "Don't do it, you'll regret it." her hair is nice long (inaudible) and with her

skintone.. you know (inaudible), (he says) (arab or arabian) women have great complexions like east asians.

(missing sentences) Can't make it out


Glenda- (pause) (inaudible)You guys go through this a lot. I use to when I was first dating Scott, It's cute (inaudible).

Michael- hmm....not while its happening. The time to let it go has gone a long time ago. (whistling) She has my

heart. (lets out a loud sigh) ( pause) ... (loud music) I like this song.

G- who sing it? ( i can't hear it)

M- uh,,this artist.. ( Maxi preist?? ).. (pause)

Glenda- (inaudible) maybe things will change? Its always possible (inaudible).

M- I doubt things over there will change. (inaudible) she won't leave everything she's ever known ..I don't want it that (inaudible) way but I do sometimes wish.

G- whats wrong with her family. "S' should stand up to them. Is it because her religion is so strict ?.

(inaudible) Heres the part they discuss (some noise but they do say something about the Middle East and Asia (I tried to figure out exactly what but its impossible. They never say a country though. )

M- pardon? I missed that
G- she should stand up to them!

M- not likely..its hard. (She is??)(inaudible) willing to but I want her to be happy with her decisions (inaudible) happy life. (inaudible) (inaudible) (inaudible) I love her too much to not want that.

G- They are never open minded over there but its not like she is the only one, I have heard this (inaudible) happen before. Didn't you say there are hundreds of royal members in the (court??).

M- (inaudible) I know but its not gonna happen. She is never going to leave without their permission to do so. I

don't know if she should even say anything (inaudible). She said to me "My father is open minded but its not only his decision (inaudible)" She (inaudible) to bring shame (inaudible).

G- jeez, this is so complicated. I feel so bad cause she sounds like the sweetest person and good for you too,

Michael. What luck that you actually meet the perfect person,,(pause) and it turns out to be forbidden fruit..

(inaudible) ANd you can't even run away..your the most (inaudible) recognized person. (laughs)

M- hmm .. uh...I know right.

audio starts again (inaudible sentence) (inaudible) (inaudible sentence) (inaudible sentence) (inaudible) (inaudible sentence)

G- Are you (inaudible) still going to do what you said the last time we talked? Wouldn't that make it harder?

M- Ohhh, you mean ( pause) .oh that (chuckles) ..I want to because at least I think of her (inaudible) partner (that way??) and I'd like to remember that forever. I don't know if she will still want to but she said " no one can ever know"....(pause) " Its not like they check (inaudible)that out" ooh I don't even want to think about someone else! makes me sick. She knows how important (inaudible) it would be/mean to me.

G- (quiet) I'm sorry , it must be hard

M- one sec, the other line....( talking to someone) ( comes backs)... she said to tell you hello.

G- oh that's nice. Say hi from me.

M - oh an she sayin to me " don't talk about me with anyone " ...even you....I said "i'm not talking bout you , i'm talking about me" She thinks I tell you everything

(inaudible) but I don't even!

G - yea!! I never ask you about that stuff..(laughs) Is she on her way?

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回复 27# nitrogen
第一楼的音频中有从1-1到4-5的，缺4-4和4-6， 能请你也发上来吗？还有6-1和6-2的。

nitrogen

这段不知道是哪部分的。
And the conversation that's "Part 3" on YouTube goes on like this:

"G: Well don't you think that attracted you was..the fact that she was such a strong person and that she stood up for you against your dad, and she was always there wasn't that a lot of the attraction? I mean cuz.. she's older than you are ...

M: Well yeah...

G: You said you were drawn to that...

M: Yeah... yeah I was.. I was so inlove and I had my nose wide open and I didn't want to believe what was really going on.. It didn't matter.. but that's another story... (inaudbile) and it's a good thing it was (indaudible)

G: You don't have any regrets?

M: No...uh hu.. I dont regret that I didn't sleep with her...I am glad I didn't....

G: Yeah, that's a long story.....

M: I didn't. I wish it changed but I havent been married before, ever.. having a relationship like that, I never had that...

G: I think everyone wants that..

M: Well I havent!

G: OK!.

M: That's what I want... I am not going to be here very long... or whatever...

G: How long are you going to be here..?

M: I dont know.. I dont know... (inaudible) but like you know like Melissa told me today (inaudible), she said I want to see you I want to spend time with you before you leave.. I dont care.. what the circumstances are bc she knows my situation.. you know? and shes like I dont care whatever you want.. but I dont know if I will ever see you again and stuff.. she was honest enough, she told me..

G: She sounds very nice...

M: It doesn't matter with her no matter what.. you know?

G: Sounds very nice.. she sounds very good..

M: I dont wanna die not... not having a relationship like everyone else around me has had.. I don't wanna die.....................

G: I know...

M: (inaudible) I just wanna have what.. I never experienced, for someone to accept me for me.. you know? (Inaudible..mumbling...)
(Hard to hear part of convo)

G: That's hard to find Michael... Your pushing 34 my dear..

M: YEAH and I never had it, never have I had it.. everyone else I know has had it.. but I never have.......

G: Well I think its about time you have..

M: I know it is... I trust her even tho we got a lot goin' on..I ruined my own relationships..

G: You do

M: Well I wont this time

G: Yeah you sabotage your own relationships

M: well I wont' do it

G: b-c it sounds like she really cares about you..

M: Yeah...what?

G: That would be very sad..............I think that its important that you hold on to everything that you hold dear...

M: What?

G: Repeat

M: I hold on to some of that... (hard to hear..)

G: Everything that you hold dear

M: Yeah I do ... (hard to hear)..and and people and situations (inaudible)

G: You have a lot of ppl who love you...(inaudible)

M: I have a lot of people that I don't know what's going on.. (hard to hear...)

G: Have you told those people (inaudible) out the door (inaudible)

M: But at least I have some of my (inaudible)

G: That's good, that's really good, because I know it's hard for you to...be able to see that.

Another Missing Link Another 17 Minutes Were Discovered..."

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回复 28# alextoalex
音频怎么发啊？4-4 7M， 4-6 27M。6-1和6-2没有音频。